Grace and "Effective" Prayer

The other day I got up for my time with God but quickly gave in to the temptation to check my email. I was distracted for a while. Time growing short, I then rushed through my daily Bible reading and started to write a prayer. I started to write a guilty apology to God, telling him that once again I had not encountered him in my not-so-quiet time. But I stopped myself after one sentence. I realized that my expectations for an "effective" quiet time were very me-centered. I stopped, let go of the guilt, acknowledged that any quality time I have with God will be because he reveals himself to me, not because I discover him. I started to reflect on the fifteen minutes of Bible reading I had just finished. I began to realize that God had broken through after all, giving me a glimpse of himself as I read. I felt peace. I celebrated, in a small way, grace. It was good.

That's all.

- Chris

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bluggier said…

Isn't it amazing how things happen when we take the "me" out of the equation!!

December 5, 2008 at 7:11 PM

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